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Anya ch 9 - every ones have there own life

 As you all know anya's bf is preparing for exam's so he is mostly pile up in his works and not able to give time  to her . Even though anya is a very thoughtful and understanding one . But still she wants he should at least give little time or at least show that he values . Because he has all the time to do everything using snapchat , instagram but no time to reply on WhatsApp just . He is changing or just busy don't know . This thoughts are disturbing her , making her miserable day by day . She though to marry him ,but he has just said until his brother gets married he can't do anything , nor he can get marry no scope no chance . Left alone herself in her thoughts wondering is he changing or he doesn't want to , or just making an excuse or what . Till before this he never put this up . Even though he knows anya's family was searching for boys before 2 yrs also . That time he didn't even mention or thought of it . That time he was like , just. Give me one y...

Women To women thought 💭🤔

 Girls life's are always been the difficult one each and every one thinks but its not . Boys and girls both have there own pros and cons if you think . But the worst about girls is the society and the mind sets of people They made up about them.  People take womens talk for granted , and don't appreciate them . Then neglect, abuse , disgrace and so on with them . That makes women feel less of themselves. If not who is there to tell what to do or not .  A simple thoughts 90%girls relate.. Boys ging out:- abhi a r hu bss ( just coming in 15 -20 min going with friends )   No question to be asked like  - with whom are you going  - where are you going  - who else is going  - why the need to go  -for what work.... No question to be asked to boys , Then why the same questions to be asked to girls. Such a dramatic 🤯 thinking how differ it can , how impactful this question asking and not can impact . There one More to add on female are sensitive...

Anya ch 8. - bhabhi bhai

When life goes by without any problems or worries, something always has to happen. That’s the constant part of life — the part that comes complimentary. Even small things can feel disturbing just by hearing or witnessing them. As you all know, Anya’s life is tragic as always, and she is an overthinker. One Monday evening, her mom went out to meet someone at the hospital. Only Anya and her father were at home. After some time, her brother and bhabhi came home too. Suddenly, Anya’s brother said to his wife, “Go and do the work,” in a very harsh and forceful tone—cold, angry, and filled with pressure. It was the kind of tone that makes you feel like someone is forcing you to do something even when you don’t want to, especially at that moment. Anya’s father asked them if something had happened, but her brother continued speaking to his wife in the same harsh manner. Hurt and upset, her bhabhi rushed to her room, and after a moment, her brother went there too. Soon after, they both started ...

💬 thoughts 💭

As you know  population is increasing now a days as rapidly as it could be . There is rush , crowd , and a lot of chatter patter every where. Each and every place is filled with numourous people , filled roads , metro , busues , train , aeroplane , streets houses, workplaces , school , institute, collages etc all . Even though no one of us happy or at peace . There are people who wear burkha even in hot summer , to keep there culture or inother way to protect themself . Life is different for each individual as our finger print . Some has lavish lifestyle whereas some has minimalist lifestyle .  Even at last each individual is searching for peace in god , people , relatives , job , Friends ..etc but forget to find the peace within themselves . In this digital technology all are busy in themselves even then they are not connected with themselves or the world. We  saw couples fighting on street, in metro station platform or at home too etc. some love story get approved some ...

just remember you are no ones first choice so chose yourself at first ALWAYS and ALWAYS

You are blank paper , fill your thoughts with positivity , love ,hope , magic etc

anya ch -6 lies are better than truth

Today, something adorable happened, yet Anya felt scared. It was as if she had returned to the very place where she had once started. Her life felt like a triangle — an endless turmoil that kept circling back on itself. She didn’t want to go through that same cycle again, nor did she want to be threatened anymore. Anya often wondered if she was smart or foolish, or simply too confused to understand herself. The hardest thing for her was making decisions for her own life. From 2020 to 2025, she didn’t even realize how the years had passed — they just slipped away. She had no one she could truly love or share her heart with. What hurt her the most was the silence she carried — the burden of being unable to share her feelings, especially about her father. Whenever she thought of opening up, fear held her back — the fear of being judged. Even in her past relationships, she had been judged — for her choices, for her closeness, for her past. People questioned her worth and purity. Anya knew ...

life 🧬

Every phase has its up and downs , life feels scary or our heart has that sound of pounding that it gets scared even on small aand minor things , Heart is small pumping but vast function but enourmous value . Intensity emplifies .  Every person is living there own turmoils in tragic life's . Some remain silent some speak up , some argues , some are volient , but who am i ? , thats the whole point of existence in life . I may be not good in someone's part of life  Or good in other , but even though . The question even you do job sometimes you can't save money, yes money is essential for survival of existence . Although , those who have money they are still not happy in some or other use way , may be in love , or family . You can earn money but you can't earn someone's love , trust , honesty etc.  These populated world . Even in just one small region , you could see thousands of car or scooty crossing a single road . Each person in that way have different typ of desti...

anya ch4- angry + emotional memory

Anya was not angry, but she was. She met him after eight months. She was too excited to embrace him, love him, feel him. But somehow, she felt something was missing. As usual, they didn’t decide where to go and ended up going to the same place again. That was fine with her, because Anya just wanted to spend personal time with him. But she didn’t know why—things seemed to go off track every time. Everything was going okay. Then, after some time, he said, “It’s cold, wear your clothes… still a bunch of time is left… if you want, you can turn off the fan too… If you were near me, you would feel warm.” But he wasn’t close to her. Still, Anya let it be, thinking it was okay. Later, while watching photos on his phone, Anya just wanted to see the hidden album. He opened it, but suddenly snatched the phone back. There were some photos or videos—maybe of drinking, maybe something else—she couldn’t tell. At that moment, Anya regretted even thinking of opening it. If she hadn’t asked, she wouldn’...

anya ch-3

After much thought, weighing the pros and cons in search of peace of mind, Anya finally realized—it didn’t matter what she did or didn’t do. Nothing truly mattered. So she left her job, and for the first time in a long while, she was left alone with her thoughts. With plenty of time on her hands, she often found herself scrolling through Instagram. One day, her eyes stopped at a post that read: “Zidd karne ki aadat sirf papa ke samne hi achhi lagti hai.” The words struck her hard, just as they always did whenever she came across them. In her own life, Anya had never been stubborn with her father, at least not after childhood. She had learned early on that whenever she insisted on something, something unpleasant would follow. So, she chose silence over stubbornness. If she asked for something and it happened, fine. If not, she would never push further. To her, insistence always seemed to carry a painful consequence. She remembered one incident vividly. As an adult, she once asked her fa...

Anya . ch 2

Life has a way of frightening people, but every time it does, one must rise stronger, more confident, and more enthusiastic. Yet, in this harsh, materialistic world, kindness and innocence often become weaknesses. People exploit them, tear them apart, and make them believe they are unworthy of anything. Anya was one such girl. Her heart was pure, her intentions always good, yet somehow, life kept turning against her. Every time she promised herself to do good—or nothing at all—something went wrong. And every time, she ended up blaming herself. At this moment, Anya stood at a crossroads. She dreamed of studying hard, securing a better future, and landing a good job. But reality held her back—her family needed her support, and she needed to support herself too. Asking her parents for money filled her with shame and guilt. She longed for independence, to earn her own way. She tried giving tuitions, but the earnings were too little. Eventually, she took up a work-from-home job. For a short...

The Journey of Little Anaya

The Journey of Little Anaya Once there was a little girl named Anaya. She was quiet, thoughtful, and carried sadness in her heart. She often wondered why life was so unfair, why some dreams slipped from her hands like sand, and why happiness seemed so far away. As she grew, her sadness grew with her. She searched for inspiration in every corner—books, people, even the stars above. But life taught her quickly: you cannot hunt for inspiration every time. Sometimes, you must walk through fire and flames, not with comfort, but with courage. The years passed, and Anaya faced many muddy waters on her path. Each time she tried to climb towards success, life tested her strength. She learned that to keep the ball rolling, she had to leave her past behind and not worry too much about the future. Balance was her only steady road. There were times when she felt like a bag of bones, tired and defeated. And there were times when she embraced simplicity, finding peace in small things. Life was never ...

Happy Birthday to me advance

Twilight to dawn From highs to lows  To silently to unstoppable talks  Childhood to adulthood  From adverture to seriousness  To student to teacher  Understanding to  teaching  From traumas to  forgiveness  To trust to untrust  From joy to sadness  To live to responsibilities  Every things ties something 😉  HAPPY JANMASHTMI ALSO  HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY  Freedom isn't freedom for girl  We still have to ask for permission to go out  To do things  To do job  To what to wear  To what to eat ..etc so on  Some rare abd exception exist but still mostly live in the same thoughts  Freedom is within but what to do with the surrounding and environment that blockes each and everytime the Freedom from outside and inside both ...  Even though we  don't get influenced but some or other way it effects us........

traped in belief ( short story -1)

In a city filled with people, luxury, and everything one could ask for, she still felt empty. Despite having all that she needed within reach, a deep void lingered in her heart. There was no one to truly share her thoughts with—no gossip, no laughter, no warmth. Her life, though surrounded by glamor and comfort, felt suffocating. What she truly craved was love and affection. She was never allowed to go out freely. And even when she sneaked out by telling lies, the guilt would consume her. It wasn't the outings that made her feel free, but the idea that she had to lie to taste a moment of liberty. Deep inside, she felt like a bird—one with wings but trapped in a cage, forever denied the sky she was born to soar in. The little mischievous girl within her often wondered: Maybe if I get married, I’ll be free. Eventually, her father began searching for a groom. But not once did he ask her what kind of boy she liked. He never showed her a picture, never asked, “Do you find him compatible...

sad story (june)

Even without doing anything you still feel guilty if the thing by thinking again that what if i would not have done that nothing would may happen or something worst would happen.  Story :-  A girl lives in a family , his father is a good person by heart but drink too much . For  few days ,  father was behaving wierd . On each and everything he start scolding or saying things. That day when the girl was going to the  market, father said about cooller to use it and had words fight little , the careless girl or unknown girl about the future . The girl thought to go market and relieve from this problem or situation . She went to market .After coming from market she saw a whole different story pf perspective she even didn't thought that may could happen . The father had fought with the girl's brother  and in the process of that  the brother of that girl has cut his own nash ( vain ) but by god grace he was save and nothing much had happend .  But the g...

life is death 30/06/2025

Resemblance to death and life Virtuous of deeds, cautious of death  Sparkling droplets of rain over  The soul to heal ,cry in vain  Leberal the  lightning fall upon ,  Star gazing ,moon staring, people opinions  Worthless as it seems, soul heals but cry too Even though firmnance is in your soul it is  Cry the beloved to feel your love , Slight to love but do courageous heart Even cry to be in love , cry not  to love 

don't ask much questions 16/07/2025

People are ambivert . They question a lot. And answer less  Speak a lot but  want unspoken word to be heard . Today xyz  asked a lot questions , its  okay when someone frustrated and in tension .If you ask them a  lots of questions , sometimes they get irritating and  ignore the questions . But saying that i am  telling you about  my going and informing you isn't enough that you asked so much questions about it . I  could say a lot to him . Although ,he should have called or talked .  A person should know that they are not valued anywhere except by themselves or by family . Even family something don't value with time or your behaviour .  So better know your yourself and care for yourself rather than other .  Self love is hard to do but necessity to do it . So take care of yourself. Don't worry others are grown up . They don't care so you should also don't care . Be calm na its not a much of thing if a person isn't answering you...

never ask 20/july /2025

Never ask for anything even it's help Or even a things to bring .  People make u count on the things they have done or vice versa . Even family makes us count let alone friend and others who do anything for us . If a person cannot ask for anything from family how that person would ask from anybody . Sometimes its better to not ask for anything as u know the consequences but still heart sometimes says what would much happen , but life shows you the real face of life what could not happen .   Life has its own way of dealing things in certain way . But do you know whats worst . When you have not done any thing u just said or did something but all the blame or culprit of that situation is you only ....even though you weren't present in that situation there , even though you were responsible for the whole mess that happened . So life is tragic but magical in its own way .  But never  ask.anything never ever.  Some will make you count ,  Some will says in th...

quote 24/05/2025

When granted everything  You can't do anything 

23/05/2025 anger

Anger us true thing to feel the difference even in love and touch  Understanding is a thing  But what about communication   Need it  Learn it  Doit  Even you it  Or not like it   Its must it  Need it  Do it  Practice it  Speak it  Throw out it  Anxiety it  Fear it  But do speak it  Its must it Need it  . . . Walking ahead to person  Not holding hands  Not taking care about others  Even in touch you could feel the anger   Anger sometimes not about speaking it's about how you felt it too. 

August 2021 ( 20 / 5/2025)

Worst start to seee someone . Photo  Meet in oct 21  Till nov 22 things fall starting apart 

17/05/2025( Don't expect much)

Dil ko smhalna jruri h nhi to bikrega  Mandatory to Control heart if else it will break . Sochte bhoot h or umeedo k to phad lga lete h  So better not to do that .  Keep your mind and heart in same pace. That' don't expect to much from anybody no one is going to do things for you so stop imagining your "khyalai pakao thoughts "  stop exagrating the small things in your mind into big ones .  Expectations kills human remember na . So stop doing it again and again . Make your self your priority  and what you expect others to do for you , do it for yourself and relize happiness is. Within us and with us  Not in someone's else .  Keeps calm within is far better than anything . We can fight anyone but we can't fight ourselves and the doubts within us .

15/06/20225

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 People scold you say wrong things to you ,  Sometimes you chosse yourself then the other person . And still respecting the other person value and dignity but the other person lost the value too by not doing what he says too. Doing something for one time is ok but repeating and doing it again that means its your habits.   POV:- Helping yourself is more  important than helping other .I  learn it hardway in my life .  Craving for love and value is such a little thing that you may chosse anybody who do a rare minimum to keep you in your life . Still  loving them by letting each problem and things go . There background , family , even if doesn't do job, even you want a settle person to settle with asking is rare but finding is more difficult. Even doing  and things the othher just blame what you didn't did and not doing rather then appreciating whatyou are doing. Most important if you want to know someone deeply or to find the person nature just ...

12/05/2025 ( chat deleted 3rd time)

Khte h zingi sikhne se milte h   Maine socha ek bar k baad insaan wo galti dubara nhi krta pr syad insaan hi asa bna h jo galti hogi whi baar br bhi hoge .... Its a continuous phase of life nor what is it.  Galti to thi syd  Pr chot to ghere h  Aaar sayd bhoot h Dil bikharna hota h  Kismat kho ya zingi  Khrab nhi pr achi nhi  Dhop k jaldi hawa h Jo ek thapad k baraber h  Umeed khrab h jaan le  Zindgi kuch achi to ho jaygae  Itna sbar h. Jitna  jaan h Bhoot h bolna pr nhi bole  Dhoke k sakab h ya dar k pegam  Chije smhl le gir k jodna bhoot muskil h  Chie wo insaan ho ya dil ya chij Khte j marna nhi jina h  Loga ache h hum bhi  Chat gpt version  अल्टी से थी साइड, पर चोट तो घर की ही थी। हर ओर सन्नाटा था, शायद ये डर की परछाईं थी। दिल को टूटना आता है, किस्मत खोई नहीं, पर मिली भी नहीं। धूप में झुलसती हवा सी है ज़िंदगी, जो एक तमाचे जितनी चुभन दे जाती है। उम्मीदें अब बोझ सी लगती हैं, जैसे जान ही ले लेंगी।...

10/05/2025( time waste but overthink)

Life is a real struggle in itself and power to motivate but still something always lacking and missing from life as technology , knowledge , carrer, spirituality , ego , not getting satisfy with one thing . In life sometimes lacking in something isn't as bad as you think . Struggle in itself as tereble as it is . I really don't know what i need , what i want or thing i need in life . Life isn't as bad as it is  I have shelter , cloth  ,food , education, previously job to . But still something is missing from inside  I don't have feeling, love , cuteness , how to love , understanding, carenesss.  I just need someone to listen but never ever able to tell about my feelings to other , i know there are people' , friends. Who will listen me and understand . But when its time to speak and talk i wasn't able to , it made me feel that i would be judged or they will mock on me ...etc . .. I am very much reserve and confused person of my life . I know things could much bet...

Gussa(26/04/25) expectation should be less

Expectations always spoil everything.  If you angry ,its important how you deal with it and let other treat you in that situation .Its crucial how it is . Recently i realize that :- i am f*ck as lonely or what if i get angry other person doesn't even bothered or he doesn't say anything . You left over with the overthinking of your life and expectations only . In my opinion as i am , i get angry on small thing's as little as you can't even imagine but i love that small things only , i don't like huge gifts or huge guester .i just need that  the other person should just prioritzes me over all others things and include me in his life little bit not much .we both have two different life that we live and we want that to be as it is , but if two persons mingle or love . There should be Little space that proves or make them felt they are valued. And there value is not going down with time or changing anything like that . Its easy to get angry but it takes more effort to ma...

kwhabb (11 /09/2024) ji bhar k jina h lekin kse🌸

Dil k surur h  maan k irada h  ji bhar k jine h  lekin kse  barish k mosam h indradhanush ( rainbow) k raang h  ji bhar k jina h  pr kse  chnad se chamak h suraj ki roshni h  ji bhar k jina h  lekin kse  school k basta h  zindgi ki zimmedari h  ji bhar k jina h  lekin kse  job k majdoor h  AI k zamana h ji bhar k jina h lekin kse  dukh k yaade h khushi k lamhe h  ji bhar k jina h  lekin kse  bolne ki icha h  khne k nhi maan h  ji bhar k jina h  lekin kse 

small things matter in a relationship

Yes matters  For specially girl more  Boys do things that make girls restless  1)Putting story even if saying they are going washroom .and they are putting story on insta rather than messaging her .  2)a girl waiting for his bf to mssg him , but what the girl saw he is talking to some strange girl on insta. And after they completed the talk on insta . You bf messages you with a hi.  3) bf says he will.log out his insta id and will not use , but next day he is using it without even taking your permission.  ...etc the list is wide  But boys things this are just small things but they are not in real 

Aukat (1/april/2025)

In life status play a very crucial role in life  Even money , house or family status matter ,  In the same way in relationship also status matters  The value you have in that relationship , The status you have in that relationship ,  Its so important that we even forget to think about it .  Its the value we need and want  In relationship people just think if a person is angry or gussa we just don't talk . But that's the time you must talk more communicate and understand, what you both think and solve it out rather then ignoring it ,  ..... Always remember that even if that person doesn't value you in his /her life . Life doesn't end there .the World 🌎🌍 is as much larger as we can't imagine . So life never stops and life never ends . Hope for good things in the way .   ( Mistakes are the part of life that you must Appreciate , bcz without them life is not life )  Today :-  I realize that, even if you  want to talk to the other...

suraj kund 2 version (16/02/2025)

Life changes a lot from strangers to know from memories to love .  Places contains memories with person but when new memories are made on the same place with different people . You miss the whole concept and vibes you once had when u were there .yiu miss the people the energy the live the connection you had with them . Some new experience add on to the previous one's . Some lovely  memories imprent on the place again .   Don't know what u love the most.  The place  The people  The memories  The  time spent with them  The crazyness you did  All are the combo of some thing good  I just got with life  Things changes  People , places , thoughts, things ,....etc all changes with time . Its just we have to accept that the time the memories have to be changes but the old memories will remain there . Its just add on with others more.  Some are helpful some are nice some are carzy.  The way a person left thr person e...